My Savior

He saved me in a way Satan would save someone. Nonetheless, he saved me. His voice echoed the words I wanted to hear at just the right tone and pitch to shatter glass. Of which I picked up a shard, my very own blade to feel something. An endless supply of words which granted me the gift of cutting, the gift of life. My shards drug across my skin and I had a purpose. Yes I was doing the Devil’s work, but the point was that I was doing something. I was living…feeling….bleeding. His voice the purity which brought so much pain. So much towards the backwards step in survival.

A Happy Poem For Once

Smooth lips soft to the touch

Shining teeth and your smile is just too much

My dimples show then I bite my lip

One smile and my heart’s on a trip

I feel free; I feel safe

When I’m within your space

Blessing me with you being

Now I am finally seeing

How it feels to be in love

And to know this is something I won’t give up

Your eyes light up my soul

And your love makes me feel whole

Yes I am broken

But every piece of me has awoken

And joined itself together within your arms

Because this is the only place I am safe from harm

You see yourself as cruel and sadistic

But in my eyes you are altruistic

The devil is an angel too

My love so are you

Your skin touches mine

And the demons leave for the time

I look into you eyes

And baby I can’t summarize

The way my heart soars

And how with each passing moment I love you more

And oh my God your voice

If I could only hear one thing it would my choice

When I am with you nothing else matters

All the problems in the world shatter

And in that moment I can finally be open; put all my walls down

Because I know you will always be around

To love me

To care for me

For once I can be okay

And even happy for a day