Devil’s Blood

Cold silence fills my surroundings and I grow with impatience. I can’t do this anymore. My eyes open for the first time in this world for me to find total darkness. My eyes frantically scan for an answer. My eyes meet something shimmering at my feet. I grab it and an energy explodes in a form of light and I can see nothing. I rub my fingers across the item and suddenly I wince from pain. My fingers slide over the sharp edge and I smile with anticipation. Slowly I run the sharp edge down my arm as my eyes tighten from the slight pain. A warmth forms at the intersection of the blade and my skin. I feel the blood glide across my skin and pool down the side of my arm. My blood drips away from my skin towards the ground. Flashes of light peak into my shut eyelids moments after each drop leaves my skin. My eyes remain locked and I feel a heat against my face. Fear swims through my body and my desire to open my eyes forms a stronger current. My eyes slingshot open and are immediately overwhelmed by light. I watch as my blood dribbles to the ground and forms gorgeous flames at my feet. Another shimmer appears in the distance and I run to it without hesitation. I grab the sharp edge. I quickly slice open my other arm and shake off the blood as I birth fire. I rub my hands across my cuts trying to scrape my blood onto the floor. Small flames form, but I am nowhere near satisfied. A shimmer in the distance and I sprint. Cut after cut, I bleed and bleed. My body finally taken over by pain as a tear rolls down my face onto a flame. My tear mixes into the flame and I watch as lava forms. I am overtaken and I must create more. A shimmer and this time I cut for pain. Tears pour from my eyes and lava forms within each crevice. I collapse to my knees as my body finally reaches its limit. The last of my tears and blood gather in front of me. I lay in pain as eyes are too dry to form tears and as my veins are too empty to spew blood. I blink in the light and beauty of my creation as I find comfort in the end. A hand extends itself from the lava that has gathered in front of me. I watch as it shapes into recognizable anatomy. My very own child forms as I die. I watch as my son grows in front of my eyes, while I shrink. Seconds later he stands with the height of a grown man as I have withered away to nothing more than skin and bones . “My son”, I mutter as life leaves my body and fills his soul, “Hades”.

A Happy Poem For Once

Smooth lips soft to the touch

Shining teeth and your smile is just too much

My dimples show then I bite my lip

One smile and my heart’s on a trip

I feel free; I feel safe

When I’m within your space

Blessing me with you being

Now I am finally seeing

How it feels to be in love

And to know this is something I won’t give up

Your eyes light up my soul

And your love makes me feel whole

Yes I am broken

But every piece of me has awoken

And joined itself together within your arms

Because this is the only place I am safe from harm

You see yourself as cruel and sadistic

But in my eyes you are altruistic

The devil is an angel too

My love so are you

Your skin touches mine

And the demons leave for the time

I look into you eyes

And baby I can’t summarize

The way my heart soars

And how with each passing moment I love you more

And oh my God your voice

If I could only hear one thing it would my choice

When I am with you nothing else matters

All the problems in the world shatter

And in that moment I can finally be open; put all my walls down

Because I know you will always be around

To love me

To care for me

For once I can be okay

And even happy for a day